it's been ahwhile that I've seen my loved ones especially my close friends/buddies. yeah i'm yearned to see all of them. i've been missing since V'day. as i'm off to KL with jacko,choc&kodok. i don't know what i have in mind at that point of time. i left all my loved ones behind. i left putri behind, i never leave her side. how could i? i mean as her close friend for 12 years down the road, we've been together thru thick & thin. how horrible am i? she's been going thru a lot when i'm not around. i knew that, i knew her well enuf. yes im sorry. i never leave her alone going thru all those stuff on her own. arghh.

she told me there's nothing to be sorry about. but i just can't. i felt guilty. last thursday i got home just to know that my parents went for their overseas. the only people who can always welcome me like home, is putri. she has always been. thank you. my brother busy with his gf, my lil sis busy going with his friends. whatever it is. no place like home. im homesick, but yet im being neglected.

i dont wish to blog anything about KL right now. its heartpain sia. sounds like gay, whatever lah! currently at jack's crib. im staying there till im told to leave the house. just kidding. until i feel like coming back. jack's parents told me to stay as long as i want. but i still miss my bed. never mind. thanks jack & family. thank you.

i hate KL!!!!!! arghhh!!! im really down. haisssh.
fuck lah! im sorry people. i really am.