i've really made someone mad.yea..it's putri bestie.gosh!i sounded like a gay?so?fuck you lah people!

she's been reminding about the company that i mixed.she saw me somewhere while shes in the bus.yea she told me everything she saw.i was damn shocked!she remind me to stay away,cos she know them well than i do.but i ignored her.i act as if she was being jealous of them.but seriously,she wasn't jealous.she was worried of me.she told me that they will do something that i or anybody else never wish to be in that position.yea i ignored her words just like that.it's true anyway.it happened to me just now.

i can swear that i was stunned n i cudn't think of anything.they minded their own business but they left me with doubts.cos i really didn't know whats going on.i was so mad that i hate myself for not listening to my own bestie advised.if i knew she was worried of me.i've never want to mix with them from that on.but im stubborn i never want to listen to her.i don't know what the hell is wrong with me.nabey!

i'm being short-tempered nowadays.why?i don't know.it sucks!

to putri cinoneh [bestie],
i'm really sorry.i don't mean to ignore your advise.but i thought that you're jealous that i've found a group of friends who cud give me anything.but i was wrong n you were right.i'm really sorry.i know you've been worried.jacko told me everything just now.n i'm really sorry once again.behing those smile i knew you can't sit still n kept thinking.not only you're thinking about me.you're also thinking about your problems that i know you're under distressed.i know how you feel.me, jacko, juliana are here for you ok?n i am really sorry for what happened.i didn't mean it. hope you text me soon. i really miss you bestie!

hope this will ease me soon.
hopefully. love you sweetheart. nights!